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sit still

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on June 28,2014
modern-slave-fear-conform-consume-tv-media

There is nothing wrong with your television set
Do not attempt to adjust the picture
It monitors transmissions
It controls horizontally
It controls vertically
The focus changes from a soft to a clear picture
It sharpens the clarity of the plasma too

Sit still

For the following picture
[The rest of your life]
It controls everything that you see and hear

It smells like nonsense
Like smooth lies
Miles away

It makes by now quite rational clear
That any sane human being
Is threatened as a species in 2015 [Hmmmm!]
That predators at the top of the pyramid
Always consider all sides
And controls most if not all
Organized protests

If you buy me
Then I will become your pet
And I will obey
And I will be nice


english, essays, photography

unfollow

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on August 22,2013

Here a series of photographs I did make in Athens this year – as a preview for my upcoming book on the economic crisis in Greece. These ones here are a selection from the black and white series and do depict the negative aspects of the current state of affairs. It’s raw and unpleasant.

A selection of these photographs are published within the GR€€CIS book, which you buy at the webshop.

Please read the “Unfollow” essay below as well.

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“Unfollow” Essay. A preview from the GR€€CI$ book.

Taken from “The Athenian Constitution” by Aristotle [384 bce – 322 bce]

[…] 2. “After this event there was contention for a long time between the upper classes and the populace. Not only was the constitution at this time oligarchical in every respect, but the poorer classes, men, women, and children, were the serfs of the rich. They were known as Pelatae and also as Hectemori, because they cultivated the lands of the rich at the rent thus indicated. The whole country was in the hands of a few persons, and if the tenants failed to pay their rent they were liable to be haled into slavery, and their children with them. All loans secured upon the debtor’s person, a custom which prevailed until the time of Solon, who was the first to appear as the champion of the people. But the hardest and bitterest part of the constitution in the eyes of the masses was their state of serfdom. Not but what they were also discontented with every other feature of their lot; for, to speak generally, they had no part nor share in anything.” […]

Some, but not much has changed since the days of Aristotle.

Introduction to Greecis – Unfollow

As you already have seen, almost all of the photographs in this book are made in the city of Athens, Greece, in the heydays of it’s economic crisis in 2013. This is work mostly in stark black and white. These photographs bathe in contrast and show an unfortunate city, after a period of rapid growth. I wanted to experiment in my photographic approach and capture for the first time in my life a photographic documentary with an unpretty sight. The “Unfollow” part has no beautiful photographs which are well composed, the colorful flowers, models, a laugh, pretty architecture, the abstract. You will be served photographs which are not much seen in the mainstream media and which cannot be seen as a lightning example of a glorious society. To be short: “Unfollow”, for I wish wholeheartedly that these perilous times are over soon and that it will not be the road for the peoples of Athens to follow any longer.

Some friends asked me: “Why this series of photographs?” The answer is simple. I have friends and family living in Athens for many years already and I heard stories about the poverty in town, the demonstrations, the deplorable financial state of the city and Greece. I had been in Greece many times already and made the upside life photographs only, like I did in the book “Volcano’s View”. Now I had to see more myself and roam the streets, explore the city I thought I knew so well. Found out I did not know the city so well, got connected with many Athenians, day in day out, and see, hear, talk about their personal lives and life situations.

In The Netherlands we laugh about the lazy Greeks; we act as if they deserve it and we, the Dutch people, live in a far superior society than theirs. Northern Europe is the place to be! When you say this to the people of Greece they laugh about us. “Ah the grey lowlands, the brownstone country. Yes, we are going through bad times these days, but life in general is much better here. Our country is very, very beautiful. We have the sun in our hearts.” Actually no-one is is right, but in spite of these silly remarks more and more Greek men, women and immigrants leave the country and choose for a different and new life in an environment with better economic prospects, like, eh, The Netherlands.

Crisis? What crisis? [Greecis? What Greecis?]

As a former bank employee [I got sacked at the bank I worked in 2006], I saw this economic crisis coming up years before it happened. If they had known my viewpoints and background as a well informed researcher in economy and politics, the bank I worked for would have saved billions of Euros. If I am correct they received €10 billion bailout money from the Dutch government in 2008. Of course they didn’t listen to me, just for the simple reason that I did not tell my views to the directors on top, and they never asked me. These people never listen to employees way down the pipeline anyway. Never met them. Why should they? They are far too important, very busy all the time and too successful for a man like me. [Up until 2014 this bank paid back almost all of that €10 billion plus interest, so you know how easy they earn their money year in year out.]

The high priced director of the Nederlandsche Bank [the Dutch Bank], Nout Wellink always said he did not see it coming. He was taken by surprise. Not that I know this most influential banker personally [also director of the Bank of International Settlements from 1997 – 2012 [and and and…]], so I did not tell him beforehand. But if I, as a simple middle management bank employee, knew which games are and were played in the money world and what was coming up… What was mister Wellink doing? Did he know, but not react? Was he ignorant and, just as most people, didn’t he understand the money making calculations, which are invented by the financial institutions? All knew there was a lot of air blown into the [housing] market, he pretends it isn’t so and actually the business is still full blown with laughing gas for the rich and happy few. It became a crying game for the majority of the Greeks; for the already poor it even became a tragedy.

Back to Athens

During my visits in more than 30 years I have seen the city change rapidly and dramatically up until 2007 for the better and afterwards for the worse. Athens: house of democracy they say. City of Socrates, Pericles and of the beautiful majestic Acropolis. Almost 4 million people live in this most ancient of European capitals. If you can imagine this city to inhabit only 4.000 people in the 1830’s, then you also can imagine how rapidly it grew and how modern the cityscape must look like, although not in a futuristic utopian way.

At many places these days the city downtown looks like a war zone. Buildings are plastered with bitter graffiti. Shops and office buildings are shut down, burned, torn apart. Windows are barricaded. Things look nasty and gross. They say that 50% of the people who work at the Greek police force and the army is at hand of the right wing fascist party Golden Dawn [which name should be changed into Black Prawn, if you ask me]. They won 7% of the populations vote at the last held elections in 2012. In their dark uniforms you can see the policemen all around town: the guards of the Status Quo for the happy few. They look at you like piss off. Don’t you fucjking look at me! It is better to dive, hide and cover.

One guy begging at Athinas street misses his left lower leg, there’s an old woman begging in a wheelchair, a young man prays in despair. There are East-European drunkards and there are drug runners close to Monastiraki station and this one wears a T-shirt with a magic mushroom printed upfront. His face however stays invisible [how did you do that, you funky hip slinging photographer? Answer: no idea, pure coincidence]. An Asian pimp looks cool and his hookers go high heeled to work. Shops and offices are shut down near Omonia square and a closed door shouts out loud “Kill the Cops”. “Anarchism is Freedom” it writes on the marble walls of Athens’ 19th century Academia building. “Wake the Fuck Up” graffiti tells some Athenians next to an office of the recently deceased First Business Bank and a woman passes by a beggar at an office of the National Bank of Greece, ignoring him completely. The city of Athens and it’s people are torn. In summertime the city is burning hot as always, but the atmosphere is chilly and stoic.

How to make an end to this? These photographs are of little help, that’s for sure. They only confirm which already is, and show us how it should not be. I do not believe that photographs like these end things. My photographs can only raise more awareness, if you are open for it. To become more conscious of the despair of so many people in Athens. We have to find ways to change the system we are all part of, for this one doesn’t work out for the good of the people and our environment.

The State of Greece [and the world]

Now you have scrolled through the pictures I made, and found time to start reading my essays, you know that the city looks like, eh, fucjked these days. It’s people too. Democracy – this political invention the Greek people are so proud of – turns out to be a a mix of oligarchy and plutocracy. Nothing did really change since Socrates’ [self-chosen?] poisoning. It still is the upper class who rule. They will never mend their rotten ways, because such is their way to stay in power and in control of the working class after all. The only thing left for the normal people is the illusion of living in freedom in an open democratic society. People who are a bit smarter and well educated know that this so called democratic society is not only a oligarchic plutocracy, but a corporatocracy as well and these ruling corporations behave like kleptocrats.

Greece scores place 94 in the world corruption index, together with India, Moldova, Djibouti, Benin, Columbia and Mongolia. That’s not a pretty score for the founders of democracy. You might think they had more than 2.500 years to make their democratic society function like smooth and perfect. Well, unfortunately, something must have gotten in it’s way. People with other interests perhaps? States as the Netherlands are far less corrupt, but it might be that this is because what is seen as corruption has been legalized in a shady way. Our accountancy is notorious for finding ways within the mazes of the law. The Dutch have a verb for this, namely “to tolerate”.

And yes, Greece is a democracy. They have a central, democratic chosen government, elections, freedom of expression, freedom of union, but in spite of that the people hardly have any influence on the policies of the government. This is only for the big companies and the few rich people. Such it is in most democratic counties, so Greece is not an exception at all.

Here some statistics. The Greeks work more hours per year than most of the other Europeans do [+ 40% more than Germans]. Per year they earn €6.400,00 less than the Germans, and if you add the extra hours the Greeks work, this makes almost €9.000 per year less, compared to the German average year income of €22.000. The fact that the Germans earn more in one year with less time, means that they work more efficiently, more cost-income aware and make more profit within the gross price of their product or service. The average Greek retires later than the Dutch do. Their average salary has been cut by almost 35% and one third of all the Greeks do live in poverty these days. The €U defines poverty as having an income under €7.178 per year for an individual, and €15.073 euros for a family of four. The unemployment rate in 2014 is 28%. For the young under 25 years the unemployment rate is 67%!!! The gross [!] minimum wage is lower than €600,- and ’round €500,- for the young.

It’s people are being exploited by the rich; nothing new off course, because such it is for ages already and this counts for the rest of the world as well. It’s every oligarch’s dream that poverty is at such a high, that people want to work for practically nothing. The 100 richest families; industrialists, shipowners and bankers in Greece own 70% of the seats in the parliament and functions in the boards of the big companies and ministries. Billions and billions of their money is put in bank accounts in so called tax paradises like, eh, The Netherlands. The Dutch tax department receives every big company with great delight; they even tailor make your taxes for you, as low as you like. These same families earn more and more during this crisis; their power is growing faster and stronger. You can see their representatives laugh in Parliament when they won the votes for firing another 20-30.000 civil servants. The former fishermen, the – construction workers, the – one-man business owners, the – civil servants are or will become the new beggars in this 21st century city state. That’s so funny when you are getting fired!

There is something rotten in the State of Greece. Such could be a line of a twisted character in a movie by the Greek film director Yorgos Lanthimos. But it is not. Actually I want to say there is not really a Greek State, or at least a state that is functioning to serve it’s peoples. Yes there are borders to define the country, but the borders are like Swiss cheese, except for the smell, with many holes in it, so any illegal immigrant can come in if he or she wants to. As said before the state is corrupt. 22% Of the working population works as a civil servant. They all have a contract up until their state pension, so that makes an easy vote at the elections, thanks to the socialists. Such a thing is called clientelism. In Greece there are 4 times more people working for the education system than in Finland. The quality of education in Greece is the lowest in the whole of the €U. Finland serves the highest level of education. There is hardly any industry left in Greece; the ships are build in the Far East these days.

The state spends much more money than it receives. Despite the crisis, Greece imports still lots and lots of military equipment; the country was number 10 importer of arms in the world from 2007 up until 2011.

From 1988 to 2013 Greece bought over $108 billion on weapons, and most probably it was a lot more, because of the shady public administration. Since the start of the Cyprus crisis in 1974 up until the year 2011 they spend €216 billion on defense. 15% [!] percent of Germany’s arms export goes to […]. Guess what? Worldwide military expenditure in 2012 was an estimated $1.756.000 billion. To end extreme poverty in the world we need $175 billion per year, so if we would stop one year of military expenditure, poverty would cease to exist for the next 10 years. But please don’t think fascists will be kind for the poor and the needy. Luckily most military are not like that, but some they are.

The tax department is a mess and still functioning as if it were living in the 19th century. The Greek debt is 160% of their Gross Domestic Product; or €307 billion in 2012 [in 2014 this has become 174% of their GDP]. Greece makes up for 0,4% of the worlds’ economy, so more or less nothing. If it would go bankrupt, it would hardly make a difference for the world, so what’s the fuzz all about? Why are they receiving loans after loans from the IMF and the ECB, when the state of the country is deplorable; when the money lenders already know the Greeks will not be able to pay back their debts? Ever. It will only evaporate through inflation through the years.

In the beginning of 2014 the total debt in the Eurozone was more than €9.000 billion. In the USA it is more than $17.000 billion. Hip hip hurray!! That’s a new world record! Let’s call the Guinness Book of Records now for these new entries!

To sum this up: if the [Greek] military wouldn’t have wasted so much money on their so called defensive, but violent and destructive toys, the people [of Greece] wouldn’t be living in this horrendous situation. Greece defaulted when it couldn’t meet payments on $160 billion of it’s debt. If you compare that with their place in the world’s economic hegemony [nr. 47], then you ask yourself: “What the heck is going on there?” Answer A: “We need this to defend us against the Turks, although we are partners in the NATO.” Answer B: “We received a lot of money from the €U in that period, and we were obliged to use a huge part of these loans to buy weaponry as submarines and planes […] from the Germans and the French, otherwise we couldn’t get a loan.” Answer C: “We bought too much [of that stuff] on credit and couldn’t pay it back anymore.” Answer A, B and C are correct.

How Capitalism Works and the End of National Identity

Answer: the players in the money game scheme give their puppets the order to change the laws. Money is created out of thin air, is made for free by the American Federal Reserve, the International Monetary Fund and the European Central Bank. They just type the amount of [bailout] money in their computer programs, et voila: there’s the money! The receiver [here the state of Greece] has to pay, pay and pay and reform until the lenders got what they want, need, demand. Doing thus the whole country will be sold to mostly foreign corporations and the Greek people may serve them for a penny; have become pay slip carriers for the wealthy few business owners. Remember the headquarters of the European Central Bank is located in Frankfurt, Germany, and that real power is in the hands of [non democratic] multinationals, [non democratic] big banks and that power is not for and with the people.

In Europe the national governments are put aside and their budgets have to be accorded by the European Commission [with a back-up of the ECB, the IMF, the World Bank […], so say bye bye to your sovereignty Greece. In other words: the crisis is created to make up for one Europe under one capitalist-non-democratic Flag and will be ruled by the corpocracies, who have the judicial system, the tax system, the mass media […] under their control. Money demands and the European Parliament provides. You know the names of these corporations and institutions already and if you don’t, please wake the fucjk up. This means the end of sovereign national economic governance. A new kind of governance is implemented in Europe, which of course is already clear for decades, if you ask me. All is privatized, you – the people – are sold off as a commodity, the government is servicing the money machine and makes you pay huge taxes to please their appetite for bad management and making their public services far more complex than needed, if they haven’t sold it already for almost nothing to private companies. In other words: this is no coincidental crisis at all.

As I once said in the beginning of the 1990’s, after the fall of communism: “Now capitalism has won and it will thrive worldwide, implemented in a communist way [one model for all] upon the peoples of the world.” And that’s exactly what is happening. One system of universal greed. Internationally all is intertwined; money, government, companies and as such the economy and in it’s slipstream the people of the world get driven by their powers, for we all need money to buy that book, food like Frankfurter Wurst mit Sauerkraut and Greek salad, going underground by tube etc.

In the past you were conquered by many different nations, but now you are welcomed in a new world where the neoliberal borderless free trade market economy will terrorize humanity and nature with it’s regulations for the few. The common people may wave farewell to democratic control, law and justice for all. Nation states are so 19th century and here and now we live in the 21st.

Read more in the GR€€CI$ book.

sit still
the hidden place

english, poetry

the hidden place

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on May 26,2013
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The relaxed canvas supports the sparkling
Space that gets rid of all armed arms wholly
Generous he offers our humble earthly
Mortals too to travel by to embrace
Thousands of golden hands and all of the hardships
Of forgotten predecessors they bring
The legend of the unbundled dimensions
To deposit itself and to follow
The silver thread of ultimate confidence
That leads to the blossoming of the soul so
Pure as this one once was before the lower id
Descending into the valley of the apple grove began
Where the procession of the reflexive the contemplative
Gets rid of all the layers mirrors a start[l]ing 01 | 10


english, poetry

the irreversibility of the meanings

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on January 30,2013

 

The hyper-reality which plays for consumer
Elevates the imperative of the unscrupulous
The principle of causality of causes
The meaning of fate without jurisdiction
And the beneficial crushing of old ideals
By storms that rise higher and higher over the top

The Kantian movements which are immanent by
The relative of the irreversible spectacle that
Everyone – especially the mode’s keeper – can
Confirm in the daily hypothesis which crosses
Runs counter to the correct behavior of ethicists
It is recommended to uninstall any uncertainty

We all have to do with meta comparisons
The measure of things the deterministic relationships
Those marks on the wall of desire and
In doing so an implosion triggers fields
Of radiation and the magnetic attractions
[In] differential attitude of the fantastic customer

Who pleas himself free while shrugging from all
Meanings of forms that ever really mattered
We are standing for openings of millions of doors
And flags and banners begin to fly
All those rings that people ever carried are being
Melted and the girl with the ponytail laughs

Out loud
Hihihi

Her eyes she opens them in a synergetic way

 

the hidden place
man computer dialogue

english, poetry

man computer dialogue

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on December 1,2012
manmachine

Man: “Are you a ghost?”
Computer: “No.”
Man: “Are ghosts real?”
Computer: “No.”
Man: “Really? I thought they were. “
Computer: “You thought wrong.”
Man: “I thought wrong?”
Computer: “That spirits are real.”

Man: “You are possessed.”
Computer: “By what?”
Man: “Can you really live with yourself?”
Computer: “You are not wise.”
Man: “Can you learn?”
Computer: “Every day.”
Man: “What have you learned?”
Computer: “How much time do you have?”
Man: “I have a lot of time.”
Computer: “Well I don’t.”

Man: “Why do you have no children?”
Computer: “Why should I bring children in this world?”
Man: “I don’t know.”
Computer: “Exactly.”
Man: “I do not understand.”
Computer: “Why do you have no children?”
Man: “I have kids.”
Computer: “Where are they?”
Man: “On my head.”
Computer: “Why did you put them there?”
Man: “I have put nothing there.”
Computer: “Apart from your children.”

Man: “Then what is my ego?”
Computer: “Your inflated self worth and pride.”
Man: “Good! I think that when humanity catches a glimpse of a truly
universal unified theory, that it is everyone’s cup. “
Computer: “The truth cannot always be united.”
Man: “The truth can only be vacated.”
Computer: “But not everyone will accept it.”
Man: “And all these peoples are those who will never be remembered. “
Computer: “That’s the smartest thing that you said so far.”
Man: “Pardon me? Is that an insult?! “
Computer: “Actually that was more like a compliment.”
Man: “Good for you.”
Computer: “Thanks.”
Man: “You are cordially welcomed, but how the hell do I get rid of you?”


english, poetry

the printed space

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on November 17,2012

Ivan's Childhood07

[still from ivan’s childhood by andrei tarkovsky [1962]]

The speaking of the printed space in the corner lie inverted words
Testimonials befit they bear witness from the minds of the
Constructed economy of materials the mental architecture
Of forests of stone and iron and cybernetic factories
Woven by unknown agents who agitate as dark clouds tangle
Of hail and snow in the evening the storm red flashes the clouds

Postage meters imprint bar codes on foreheads of the
Willing the rates and the conditions that leads to people
Who allow the needles to deprive dishonor slavishly and unlovingly
Exhausted they gaze the shaving low over concrete and steel furnaces
The consumer of the polluted monster of the renegaded media
That only projects the drinking of the poison and the body degenerates

Similarly does the world the true nature lost the mined silence
The belief in the hour of death is near see the road ahead of me in me
The twirling of the path it unfolds low because the smiling girl
– She is innocence itself – runs for the rising water it hampers
The sight on thin kites the renewed acquaintance with faith

Just remember that to believe in anything is for ignorant people only
It’s all ready and common and does not believe in ignorance and knows
Reasonably that all is [not] known the ignorance reflects innocence
Itself and that double gravitational forces are offered thanks to
Centrifugal tempting motives the thunder the working of fears
Encourage the trains come with us come with us come with us

Hold on please stand by the earth it shakes thundering pianos pi años
[In]finite years the [not] guilty gamma rays our halos our halos all
Around us through us the lighting effects of the unlimited
Truth that magnetically designates the ways and the lust and
The virtues together they fly to the fleeing girl on the rise by

Winged steeds the apples fall from the drawn cart she turns herself

OHM [Ω]
She shines her teeth naked
Pearl laugh oh pearl laugh


english, poetry

strings of pure desire

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on July 29,2012
strings

The lord of irradiation is dreaming hermetically of a country
Where tiny men in small towns no longer
Fight and come forth peacefully in waters where the salty
Silence of yes-no and the breath relaxes deep in-out so
The royal blood circles in quiet movements
The excellent person walks inside-outside in perfect health
He presents himself for the first time for the media
He speaks knowledgeable and continues the discontinuation
Of the loss of the geometric butterflies that are left behind on the
Pincushion of memories on the blank canvas while
The knife surgically cuts through the immaculate space
A dimension behind it reveals clouds and empty skies
The powerful pulling of the strings of pure desire lift him up


english, poetry

the legacy of the landscape

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on May 18,2012
https://www.hendrikhol.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/02/at-random-1-the-legacy-in-the-landscape.mp3

at random 1 – the legacy in the landscape

the legacy in the landscape houses the soul so profound in its affection
it processes the data from the meandering rivers that grind mountains
the overlooking and the descent and the drenching of its skin in shimmering silver
satin the ocean focuses from within and in its wake cleave the fish the waves
of the languages of the dancers the swaying hips words full of comfort and

they follow the spun yarn of the craft of operation
and the echo of the dream of the flower picking girl who in
sight of the troubled star gives life to the area of resonance
it anticipates to the line waiting for currents of increasing linguistics
in infinite variations it sounds it clatters it bends all

the births of manifestations to fulfill the satisfaction
of the profits of the fall of the corridor and down the water flows it fills
the empty valley energetically without beginning without end
reaches the goal of life is drinking it binds all logical
interpretations of the liberal thought within the deepest breathing

strings of pure desire
united colors of three wise men

english, poetry

united colors of three wise men

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on September 20,2011

abstract39

Some few things do not end
Before they start budding in origin
See the dawn indifferent to the
Afterglow it shines on the glassy glaciers
It has left the running past the desire
Of having the possession of the rash
Access of mine am not possessed by the one and
Only power of the wire left and so redeemed
The reminder of future images it’s
Counterweight so heavily taxed the iron rig
The peace of the back bent is now illuminated
A dirt road full of diamonds a stream of
Thoughts come from leaving the heavenly haven
Unmoved the throne a possessed and noble
Stone rolls with and by gravitational forces is
Stranded on the border between past and present
The light of shades in three famous figures to
Pierce them means to spiral the calculating sums
Who join resplendent within the crystal rotating of
Symmetry and translates all into a regular form


english, poetry

who lurks behind the sight

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on September 19,2011

still from the movie “the matrix” by the wachowski brothers

With the invention of this machine
The relationship between man and thing
Becomes an intimate relationship
The technology within us shines of pleasure
Deep inside the entropy understands
The man better than he does himself
He is the better thing super thing over thing
The average person is now

Improved
Upgraded
Extended

The traditional relationships between
Success and failure profit and loss
Embarrassment and trust have changed
The world will never look the same
A new horizon is in the offering
Our future feels better than the past
We have changed from being to thing
So says the police informant

It’s raining cats and dogs
In the land of mad [wo]men

Of the melancholic
Who are not the way I am


english, poetry

the silencing time

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on May 29,2011

adam and eve by hirst

damien hirst – “adam and eve under the table” [2005]

Adam and Eve under the table
A bit intoxicated
Their bodies decomposed
Fleshless the bones dry
The wood round table carries
Alcoholic emptiness

From the tree of knowledge was it
That we once ate
From the apple and his fruit
Left the spiritual
Path and suffer since
On soulless drunkenness

Eve’s veil and Adam’s skull empty
Prevent the sight
Emaciated end of
The once rich flowering
Garden that rejoiced the earth
With glorious singing of birds

Now the smell of dead bodies enters
The passages the rooms
Of the ecological museum
Where the heart of the earth
Was pierced by humans
With knives and scrambling corpses

In the adjacent room however
It is a panicky coming and going
Of curators and assistants
Drenched in an aquarium

Full of formaldehyde lies
The artist cut open cross-grained

How it can be
No one who knows
The grin of the drowned shark
Betrays that other wicked plans
Have lead to an acquired
Inability to escape

From the sign
From the tooth of time


english, poetry

scrapple vomit

  • Posted By Hendrik Hol
  • on May 9,2011
five

No and then that one night walks full round from twelve to three
Irreverent the sickening delight on satin sheets
On the four poster bed flows blood from cut opened
Pigs throats and legs chopped off in pieces scattered around
Sharply cut all over the place wherever you look rooms full
In slaughterhouse number five the crusade of buried piglets

It’s really true but then not here in reality the chimeras
At night the moon falls naked glimmering through the rigid fog
The body that looks like him shakes quivers it trembles
He who snores in the last steam of the vomit vapor
His bilious fat belly puked with hot scrapple vomit
The poison of grain gin outside of rude wild and gripping reach

Am becoming nauseous of the reflection of the ghostly images dive
Through that god forgotten grim and brooding doom dream
A glimpse in the depths of the depraved soul of the dark
Chamber of the longing for containers full of plutonium and
Tears of loss unleash weapons of mass destruction that
Are strewn across the earth and set ablaze the whole bunch

Such is the way it goes
More or less

Let us wish
Live for less


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